Emoji of a Bee

by Woozles

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released March 13, 2020

written, performed, recorded, and mixed by Conor Ryan

mastered by Ryan Underwood

album art by Vivi Marcel

additional vocals on "who???" by Claire Chapman

released on tape via Feels So Reel and Galaxy Train

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Track Name: who???
we talk for hours all alone
like you said, “baby, this is better than death”
he sends a message on the phone
and it says, “honey you're my biggest break yet”

whoooooooooooooo???
who drew circles in the sand?
whooooooooooooo???
who climbed the tower full of bees?

she kicks her feet up on the dash
then she says, “nobody can live like that”
i kiss the lips of those i love
and i say, “god gives life out tit for tat”

whoooooooooooooooo???
who told them about what you planned?
whooooooooooooooo???
who signed the lines on my life’s lease?
Track Name: it's me
we’re reciting these themes
i’m tearing out my seams
we’re staring at our screens
i’m rehearsing the scene

i’m just not in the mood
it’s not you, swear it’s true
i’ll live in solitude
it’s me, goddamn, not you

we’re saints’ ideas of sin
i’m stepping back again
we’re hanging out our skin
and i’m going where i’ve been

i’m just not in the mood
it’s not you, swear it’s true
i’ll live in solitude
it’s me, goddamn, not you

every single song i write’s the same
an ode to love, a joke, so lame.
when i said goodbye then “i don’t know”
i felt my ending change.

it’s living with a fog around my mind
that’s telling me these things aren’t right
i love you forever and i swear it’s true,
so how can i not feel it too?

i’m just not in the mood
it’s not you, swear it’s true
i’ll live in solitude
it’s me, goddamn, not you
Track Name: all yr holy life
all your holy life
you’re waiting to get by
passing on the right
you’re waiting to get by

oh you don’t get it

all your vacant life
you’re failing just to try
crashing in the night
you’re failing just to try

oh you don’t get it
Track Name: made 2 stream
open your phone up to the latest playlist
of all the indie pop hits
i bet you think you’ve heard this song before
but i swear to you it’s different

cause this song was made to stream
oh this song was made to stream
yeah this song was made to stream
oh this song was made to stream

nobody cares just what the lyrics are
as long as i say, “darlin’, baby”
and every white boy who took high school jazz band
wants to sound like mac demarco

cause this song was made to stream
oh this song was made to stream
yeah this song was made to stream
oh this song was made to stream

this is a bridge with just two chords
to show i’m so chill
i’ll do it twice, cause’ i’m so nice
and i’m so chill

cause this song was made to stream
oh this song was made to stream
yeah this song was made to stream
oh this song was made to stream
Track Name: better 4 u
trying not to see all the light in your eyes
hoping that you’ll find me another time
moving past the lows and i’m feeling so high
working on the ways i can heal in time

do you really want to go?
do you really want to see
all the ways in which my mind has betrayed me?

do you really want to know?
do you really want to be
all the meanings in my terrible poetry?

trying to decide if the feeling is right
hoping that i’m more than a fleeting smile
moving past the lows in the dark of the night
working on the ways i can heal in time

do you really want to go?
do you really want to see
all the ways in which my mind has betrayed me?

do you really want to know?
do you really want to be
all the meanings in my terrible poetry?

trying to survive all the feelings i hide
hoping that i’m strong enough this time
moving past the lows, god i want to get high
working on the ways i can heal in time
Track Name: forget-me-not
ya like jazz?
Track Name: kissing ghosties
i crave something honest
like bodies in the leaves
decomposing at rapidly
different speeds. the gold

chain on my neck
draped across the corpse
of a red maple blade, fallen.
if i pressed my lips

to the soft dirt of this
cemetery scene, could i taste
the notes of each
soul drifting upwards?

cloying and coarse, but with
a smooth finish.
Track Name: scabs
thin lines
on these
faded nights
left me

feeling more than inhuman

steady hands
and those
shaky sights
leave me

shooting swans at a wedding

let them in, or let me fall
cut them loose, or lose it all

fallen wings
are a
dangerous thing
when you

pick the scabs off of god’s love

tv screens
and old
magazines
breeding

true love for false prophets

let them in, or let me fall
cut them loose, or lose it all
Track Name: bzzz
thoughts dive so deep when i float
through hours with you. when we reached
the hunting tower melted from heat

all i could hear were the swarms of bees
circling round the strawberries we breathed

at the reservoir you said
“it’s not like being here at all”
in the hazy sweet it made sense

so when we held hands between the trees
i could feel whales surface in my head
Track Name: summer days
i’ll come to you
in the garden, soaked right through
you once were true
now i’m slipping through so soon

say goodbye
summer days

i’ll comfort you
when the dirt is on your shoes
bones wet with dew
used to hold you when you were new

say goodbye
summer days
Track Name: scared to bee
in a super 8 outside of houston
the black mold greets the ceiling
with a handshake like a lover’s kiss
or the way she’s used to leaving

god, i’m scared to be
anything that close
to free

she mixed all the days from their boxes
and drank it down with water.
laying on a carpet in the sunlight
pouring through the window

god, i’m scared to be
anything that close
to free

i dreamt that i was at a dim bar drinking
on a tuesday afternoon.
couldn’t see myself open the door
and barely heard the airbag.

god, i’m scared to be
anything that close
to free
Track Name: losing touch
shiiiiiiiiivering
in your t-shirt
i found in my drawer

spiiiiiralling
masturbating
to feel anything

aaaaahhhhhhhh

i feel like i’m losing touch

liiiiingering
on a picture
your smile like codeine

peeeeel my skin
hang it all out
flesh like a sweet peach

aaaaahhhhhhhh

*sick breakdown*

i feel like i’m losing touch

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