Emoji of a Bee

by Woozles

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1.
who??? 02:06
we talk for hours all alone like you said, “baby, this is better than death” he sends a message on the phone and it says, “honey you're my biggest break yet” whoooooooooooooo??? who drew circles in the sand? whooooooooooooo??? who climbed the tower full of bees? she kicks her feet up on the dash then she says, “nobody can live like that” i kiss the lips of those i love and i say, “god gives life out tit for tat” whoooooooooooooooo??? who told them about what you planned? whooooooooooooooo??? who signed the lines on my life’s lease?
2.
it's me 02:25
we’re reciting these themes i’m tearing out my seams we’re staring at our screens i’m rehearsing the scene i’m just not in the mood it’s not you, swear it’s true i’ll live in solitude it’s me, goddamn, not you we’re saints’ ideas of sin i’m stepping back again we’re hanging out our skin and i’m going where i’ve been i’m just not in the mood it’s not you, swear it’s true i’ll live in solitude it’s me, goddamn, not you every single song i write’s the same an ode to love, a joke, so lame. when i said goodbye then “i don’t know” i felt my ending change. it’s living with a fog around my mind that’s telling me these things aren’t right i love you forever and i swear it’s true, so how can i not feel it too? i’m just not in the mood it’s not you, swear it’s true i’ll live in solitude it’s me, goddamn, not you
3.
all your holy life you’re waiting to get by passing on the right you’re waiting to get by oh you don’t get it all your vacant life you’re failing just to try crashing in the night you’re failing just to try oh you don’t get it
4.
open your phone up to the latest playlist of all the indie pop hits i bet you think you’ve heard this song before but i swear to you it’s different cause this song was made to stream oh this song was made to stream yeah this song was made to stream oh this song was made to stream nobody cares just what the lyrics are as long as i say, “darlin’, baby” and every white boy who took high school jazz band wants to sound like mac demarco cause this song was made to stream oh this song was made to stream yeah this song was made to stream oh this song was made to stream this is a bridge with just two chords to show i’m so chill i’ll do it twice, cause’ i’m so nice and i’m so chill cause this song was made to stream oh this song was made to stream yeah this song was made to stream oh this song was made to stream
5.
better 4 u 02:24
trying not to see all the light in your eyes hoping that you’ll find me another time moving past the lows and i’m feeling so high working on the ways i can heal in time do you really want to go? do you really want to see all the ways in which my mind has betrayed me? do you really want to know? do you really want to be all the meanings in my terrible poetry? trying to decide if the feeling is right hoping that i’m more than a fleeting smile moving past the lows in the dark of the night working on the ways i can heal in time do you really want to go? do you really want to see all the ways in which my mind has betrayed me? do you really want to know? do you really want to be all the meanings in my terrible poetry? trying to survive all the feelings i hide hoping that i’m strong enough this time moving past the lows, god i want to get high working on the ways i can heal in time
6.
ya like jazz?
7.
i crave something honest like bodies in the leaves decomposing at rapidly different speeds. the gold chain on my neck draped across the corpse of a red maple blade, fallen. if i pressed my lips to the soft dirt of this cemetery scene, could i taste the notes of each soul drifting upwards? cloying and coarse, but with a smooth finish.
8.
scabs 02:07
thin lines on these faded nights left me feeling more than inhuman steady hands and those shaky sights leave me shooting swans at a wedding let them in, or let me fall cut them loose, or lose it all fallen wings are a dangerous thing when you pick the scabs off of god’s love tv screens and old magazines breeding true love for false prophets let them in, or let me fall cut them loose, or lose it all
9.
bzzz 02:45
thoughts dive so deep when i float through hours with you. when we reached the hunting tower melted from heat all i could hear were the swarms of bees circling round the strawberries we breathed at the reservoir you said “it’s not like being here at all” in the hazy sweet it made sense so when we held hands between the trees i could feel whales surface in my head
10.
summer days 01:55
i’ll come to you in the garden, soaked right through you once were true now i’m slipping through so soon say goodbye summer days i’ll comfort you when the dirt is on your shoes bones wet with dew used to hold you when you were new say goodbye summer days
11.
in a super 8 outside of houston the black mold greets the ceiling with a handshake like a lover’s kiss or the way she’s used to leaving god, i’m scared to be anything that close to free she mixed all the days from their boxes and drank it down with water. laying on a carpet in the sunlight pouring through the window god, i’m scared to be anything that close to free i dreamt that i was at a dim bar drinking on a tuesday afternoon. couldn’t see myself open the door and barely heard the airbag. god, i’m scared to be anything that close to free
12.
losing touch 03:59
shiiiiiiiiivering in your t-shirt i found in my drawer spiiiiiralling masturbating to feel anything aaaaahhhhhhhh i feel like i’m losing touch liiiiingering on a picture your smile like codeine peeeeel my skin hang it all out flesh like a sweet peach aaaaahhhhhhhh *sick breakdown* i feel like i’m losing touch

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released March 13, 2020

written, performed, recorded, and mixed by Conor Ryan

mastered by Ryan Underwood

album art by Vivi Marcel

additional vocals on "who???" by Claire Chapman

released on tape via Feels So Reel and Galaxy Train

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